Everything is shit.
Not in like, an emo whiny way ‘oh my life sucks‘. Like, my life has actually gone down the shitter. What the fuck have I done to deserve this? Arrrrrrrrrrrrrghghghghghghreogihrkigrobherg #rantover
As well as dealing with multiple stresses and worries in my life right now, which I don’t feel comfortable with sharing over the internet, I am also now in the minority, the sad select few people, who possess two jobs. Urghh working 8am – 5.30 pm and then getting home at 6.00pm and having to leave at 6.15pm for your other job is not exactly what I had in my mind in my Big Life Plan 2011 but hey ho! This is what happens when your hours are cut at one job and you find another, only for your first one to then put your hours back up. Working fulltime is enough to make anyone suicidal, but when you’re the result of being treated like shit as a minimum wage employee that gets called upon everytime someone else is sick, and until then, you’re forgotten about. Well, it’s shit. But I guess that’s life. #rantnumber2 [not as serious as first rant, but still important nonetheless]
Have also just been told by the Mother that I am drinking too much, too often. I think she thinks I have a drinking problem. Hmm well that’s bullshit because I barely have a social life now, and am going out less than ever before. Oh, and can’t even remember the last time I went out on a saturday night. So yeah, I’m clearly an alcoholic. #parentsworrytoomuch
But yeah, when I do go out (like tonight) (not looking forward to 10am start at work) I do get drunk. But darling mother, I am NOT out of control. I am a NORMAL TEENAGER.
xoxo
