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Definitely have been feeling alot happier in the last week or so. Was given a week off from the bakery and I think that has contributed to feeling better. I do enjoy my job there, I like socialising with customers and feeling like part of a team but sometimes I find the place very negative, and at times I can also find it very routine and the work I do does become monotonous. I guess you get that with most jobs anyway. But I do think there is alot of unneccassary bitchiness and drama there when there doesn’t need to be.

Went to Exeter last monday to visit Louise and had a really good time, it was so nice to escape Calne for a couple of days and just relax and do lots of shopping and meet her flatmates.

Rounded off the week spending it with Ami, where we spent a couple of days at mine watching Jersey Shore and Glee, and only leaving for trips to Mcdonalds and going to Karma for a [reasonably] good night. Karma will always be a shithole but theres nowhere else nearby to go out to, unless you have friends at Bath or Bristol or somewhere to stay. Besides, we looked HOT on thursday if I must say so.

Had to work Friday night and saturday night but finished early-ish on the saturday so went out in town with Amy, Joe & Chips. Don’t really remember much. So standard night out really. Highlight of the night was seeing Amy punch Mike in the face and then him crying about it like a little girl.

Oh, and making baby monkey:

Not in like, an emo whiny way ‘oh my life sucks‘. Like, my life has actually gone down the shitter. What the fuck have I done to deserve this? Arrrrrrrrrrrrrghghghghghghreogihrkigrobherg #rantover

As well as dealing with multiple stresses and worries in my life right now, which I don’t feel comfortable with sharing over the internet, I am also now in the minority, the sad select few people, who possess two jobs. Urghh working 8am – 5.30 pm and then getting home at 6.00pm and having to leave at 6.15pm for your other job is not exactly what I had in my mind in my Big Life Plan 2011 but hey ho! This is what happens when your hours are cut at one job and you find another, only for your first one to then put your hours back up. Working fulltime is enough to make anyone suicidal, but when you’re the result of being treated like shit as a minimum wage employee that gets called upon everytime someone else is sick, and until then, you’re forgotten about. Well, it’s shit. But I guess that’s life. #rantnumber2 [not as serious as first rant, but still important nonetheless]

Have also just been told by the Mother that I am drinking too much, too often. I think she thinks I have a drinking problem. Hmm well that’s bullshit because I barely have a social life now, and am going out less than ever before. Oh, and can’t even remember the last time I went out on a saturday night. So yeah, I’m clearly an alcoholic. #parentsworrytoomuch

But yeah, when I do go out (like tonight) (not looking forward to 10am start at work) I do get drunk. But darling mother, I am NOT out of control. I am a NORMAL TEENAGER.

xoxo

Drove to Bristol for only the second time last Friday night… am still finding motorway very, very scary. We went out to an event at the O2 Academy called Ramshackle. I guess the only word to sum up the night would be… messy.

Honestly do not remember much. But I know I had an awesome night out. I’ve missed going out in the city. I guess I got so used to going out in Portsmouth, where I always would have a good night out, and now I’ve had to get used to going out to much smaller places like Calne… or Chippenham. It’s not exactly a wild night out. But Bristol was so aaaamazing. I can’t wait until I can go out there again! :)

Rihanna ft Nicki Minaj – Raining Men

30 Seconds to Mars – Attack

Marina & the Diamonds – Hermit the Frog

Delphic – Clarion Call

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkKJHYHCt6Q

Bombay Bicycle Club – Magnet

Vampire Weekend – Holiday

Blondie – Heart of Glass

Jessie J – Do It Like a Dude (BBC Sound of 2011) (also the perfect song to dance like a slut to when in any kind of club. Or just at home when you’re bored)

Young Guns – Sons of Apathy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6O6tIn8Slk

Beyonce – Freakum Dress

Before:

After:

I know the picture quality is bad, but this is what happens when you spill a glass of water on your camera and have to use your iPhone instead…

It took me a good day and half and 3 massive binbags to clear it, and my Dad helped my move my bed and my desk around my room.  There’s much more room now and I don’t feel like I live in a box anymore. Plus I no longer have mountains of crap everywhere in my room. I’m a self-confessed hoarder but once I started throwing things away it got easier.

Now all I need to do is sort out my wardrobe… which I REALLY don’t want to do. And then I want to paint my bedroom and buy some new bedlinen etc. I like all the Cath Kidston homeware so I might get something in that kind of vintage style. I have the Cath Kidston iPhone case, so I could match my bed to my phone ;)